Waking Up And Down

Quiet. Dark. Wood.
You start banging around you but there is not enough space. You can't breathe or move. Your lungs fill up with dust. Oxygen is almost gone.
And you know, you will die here. Six feet underground.
Loud noises. People, cars, kids, rain. Light. Your bed. Cosy sheets. Warm. You try to get up. But you can't. You feel exhausted and your limbs are not working. Everything is grey. And you feel dead inside.
You don't care where you'll wake up next. Scary, sad, confusing, happy. You don't care. Because you don't want to wake up at all.